Sunny Day at Sunday

How's your Sunday, everyone? Hope it is as good as mine. :D
I am not going anywhere this Sunday but I enjoy this Sunday with lying around, watching TV, playing around in the Internet, cooking with my mom and do some random photoshoot! Yes, I would like to show you the results of my immediate-random-photoshoot. But please, don't expect too much. I'm not a photographer, I'm interested in that field but I don't have any further plan to dig deeper in that field. But since today is special (read: I don't have anything to do) so, I want to do a photoshoot. Location? My house, because I don't have any mood to going out today so I'll just use everything I have in my house like; my mom's stuffs, my brothers and my brother as an additional model. So, I already warn you, do not put your hope too high. But, I wish you enjoy and please leave a comment, I really want to know your thoughts about my today's post. Thank you and may you enjoy. :D

Piggy -Chicken- Bank

As you can see, those are piggy bank (celengan) in Chicken's shape. My mom bought those for my brothers years ago and I just found it, yeay! It's already rare, so I took a picture of it. And as you can guess, there is no money inside it, hahaha...

Slippers

My mom and dad is a big fan of 'using sandal in the house' so... they introduced us (me and my brothers) to slipper! Well, in this case, a Doraemon slipper and hotel's slipper. The Doraemon is mine, my mom bought it for me when I really like Doraemon, which is years ago. -_-
My brothers like to use hotel's slipper... outside! There were time when my brother went to malls using that one and my mom always furious about it but he kept talking that hotel's slipper is the most comfy footwear. Yea, right. But, we don't use it anymore, I found those in our storage room. So, as you can see, the condition already... bad.

My Bro's Sneakers

Actually, I don't know why I post this picture (my bro's shoes). The point is, I want to post a shoes picture but my shoes are in Depok (my dorm) and the only thing that left is my bro's. So, I took them. However, I always want to have shoes like that, the long one! Because most of my shoes look so petite. -_-

Jewelleries?

My mom's brooches and my necklace. I don't use jewelleries, because I used to lose it all so I'd better not use it, hehe.

Lil' Garden

My house is not too big, that's why we don't have a big garden, but my mom insists to have a garden, that's why you'll find lots of pots in my home.

Foods

These are made by me and my mom. The first one is, Mie Goreng Seafood made by mom and me (a little) and the second one is Udang Goreng Tepung made by me! If you don't know yet, I'm not that bad at cooking. I love to cook, but sometimes I just don't have time or... I'm just too lazy, hehe. One of my specialty is Udang Goreng Tepung, Nasi Goreng Campur Aduk (I usually put everything inside it, ;p) and Mie Goreng Jawa.

Glasses

Three people in my family use glasses (My dad, mom and myself), that's why you'll find a lot of glasses scattered around in this house, especially my dad's glasses. My dad has a lot of glasses, it's in his bag, in his office and in the house. He puts glasses everywhere so he won't worry if he forgets to bring one, weird I know. The boy whom use glasses above is my brother, he doesn't use glasses actually, but I forced him to do it, ;p. Please don't mind the face (I know, I am much more cuter than him) and the hair (he is still in high school so the hair is very old fashion).

My Brother

I have two brother. The first one is in the 2nd grade of senior high school and the second one is just got in Senior High School. This photo is the picture of my 1st brother because my 2nd brother is out (basketball training, jamming or something). Please don't mind the outfit, he just woke up and I forced him to be my model, haha. Next time I'm going to photoshoot my 2nd brother.

Behind the photoshoot

Yes, this is me and my brother. We fight a lot -a lot,a lot and A LOT!!!- but when we are in a good mood we can be a real good friend and sibling of course. By the way sorry for the lazy face and the outfit, we're just in the mood for lying around today, so we don't dress up. :p

Woaaa what a long post today. I guess it's time to say good bye (for now). So, see you in the next round. And once again, Happy Sunday! :D

Moving On

If you ever thought that breaking someone's heart is easy and not that painful, you got it all wrong.
Because for me, whether it is a broken heart or breaking someone's heart is just the same. Sucks.
It took a long consideration, think and rethink. And absolutely not easy.
Take a look to those painful eyes and saying good bye is as worse as telling someone his death sentence.
And the worst part is, when you finally realized that everything you say will only make things worse. But you can't shut up.
I made a decision. If you think this is because I trapped in my past, you got it all wrong. I believe I moved on. But sometimes, there are things that can't be forced. That's why I made this decision.
A friend of mine said this to me;
"Chay mah ga tahan sendirian."
Well, I guess she's right. I can't stand being alone because loneliness is killing me. But I can see clearly now that life isn't all about having a boyfriend and having all my friends is enough to brighten up my day. So, I try to take it slow this time, I'll live for the moment and stop thinking too far ahead. Now, I can face the world and say, I am happy now. :)

sick sucks

sekitar empat sama lima minggu yang lalu gue sempet demam parah, badan panas, pusing sampe lemes banget, pas banget waktu udah weekend, jadi gue pulang dianterin temen kosan sampe rumah, nyokap yang ga tau shock ngeliat gue udah sampe rumah terkapar nggak berdaya.
tiga mingguan yang lalu mendadak gue maag. gue ga pernah punya sejarah maag, jadi sekalinya sakit maag gue sampe guling-gulingan dan lemes ga berdaya. saking lemesnya gue harus dijemput sama nyokap di depok dan meninggalkan dua kuis yang bakal diadain hari kamis itu. and the worst thing is, i lost four kilos.
dan sekarang... gue pulang dengan sakit tenggorokan. dan seperti biasa, setiap gue sakit rasanya lemes banget, ga bisa ngapa-ngapain. i feel, sick.
it sucks to be sick. i hate being fragile, unable to do something important, skipping my tasks and see my body falling apart.
whether i hate being sick, me, personally think sick is good for those workaholic people. sick means your body wants to tell you something: that you need a rest. that, somehow you have to lay back for a while and enjoy your own time. it's okay being productive, do various things, that's life. but... you also have a privilege to relax, that's... also life.
so, i'm going to enjoy my "me-time" for a while before start doing my tasks again.
keep up the good health people. it's not cheap being healthy. :)

Pelajaran no.1

Hari ini gue habis dari Depok. Bagi yang ga tau, Depok itu kota ke dua gue dimana rumah ke dua gue (kos-an) dan tempat temen-temen tersayang (juga pacar) -saat kuliah- berada. Salah satu teman gue, Ika, lagi ngunjunggin kos-an jauh-jauh dari Palembang untuk menemani mbak Ayi, kakaknya yang baru keterima S2 Teknik Kimia UI. Wohooo, congratulation! :) Kita pun memanfatkan momen ini buat nyari kos-an yang lebih mumpuni. Yap, udah banyak orang yang protes sama kos-an gue yang sekarang, contoh:

Wira: Banyak nyamuk banget sih, yang?
Mas Amri: Kos-an nisa kok kayak rumah hantu gini?
Icha, Tia: Chai, kosan lo serem abis, kayak mau rubuh.

Ya, itu hanya sedikit cuplikan dari komentar-komentar yang ga pernah gue masukin ke hati. Karena walau kondisi dari luar kos-an gue lumayan buruk, gue menemukan teman-teman baik gue disana. :) Dan, besides all the scary facts that I told you, my 'kos-an' not that bad at all. Penjaganya yaitu mbak Ida, baik hati dan buka jasa laundry, murah, cepat, jadi nggak usah repot-repot nenteng-nenteng tas gede ke laundry terdekat. Selain itu, mbak Ida juga jualan makanan -semacam warteg- jadi kalo kelaperan ga usah harus keluar kosan. Kamarnya pun ga buruk-buruk amat dan ada kamar mandi di setiap kamar. See? what you see outside doesn't always reflect what's inside. Walau gitu gue tetep pengen pindah karena harganya yang mulai ga rasional. :(

Nah, jadi pertama-tama gue, Ika dan mbak Ayi berencana makan di Pecel Lele Lela (Enak loh!) habis itu menjelajah. Karena kemarin gue pake sepatu sendal dari Tangerang, gue pun menyabotase sendal Ria yang bertengger manis di depan kamar gue. Tanpa bilang. Hehehehe.
Namun, kejadiaan naas itu pun terjadi. Di perjalanan ke Pecel Lele Lela salah satu tali sendal ria copot! Tapi, karena talinya yang lain masih aman gue pun sok-sok ga perduli.
Agenda kedua adalah ke Margonda Residence. Karena menaiki tangga dan lumayan banyak jalan kondisi si sendal semakin memburuk. Terbukti pas udah keluar dari Margonda Residence kedua tali sendal Ria putus dan nggak bisa dipake! DISASTER! Namun saat gue galau itulah terdengar suara dari samping kanan gue,

"Dijahit aja neng"

Gue, Ika dan mbak Ayi serentak nengok ke kanan gue. Disanalah, entah kebetulan atau keajaiban, ada tukang sol sepatu keliling yang lagi nongkrong. PERSIS di samping gue! AHH-MAZING! Gue pun langsung menyerahkan sendal itu ke abang-abang sol sepatu yang kemungkinan malaikat itu (Hiperbola). Ika pun berkomentar,

"Gile, kayak sinetron abis. Pas banget sendal lo putus ada tukang sol sepatu."

Gue, Ika dan mbak Ayi pun cekikikan ga jelas. Dan gue kembali berpikir. Ternyata benar bahwa setiap kejadian itu emang nggak ada yang kebetulan di dunia, semuanya udah diatur sama Allah SWT. Dan nggak setitik pun embun yang menetes dari daun Allah nggak tau. Yang pasti abang-abang itu udah menyelamatkan gue dari malu jalan tampa sendal dan juga membuat gue belajar satu hal,
1. Sebelum minjam sesuatu tetap harus bilang dulu sama yang punya. Sedeket apapun lo sama orang itu dan walau lo yakin bakal dibolehin sama orangnya.
SO, maaf ya RIAAAA!!!! sendal lo udah gue jahit kok. Hehe. :)

what we called friendship. what we called destiny.

Here is a story about friendship.
We came from different time zones. different cultures. different places.
There were,

me, Chairunisa Azizah

Ria Aryani,

Sarika Apriyeni,

Kinanti Pangestiaji,

Adlia Nazila,

Nurfina Osman,

Anggreini Ginting,

Windy Rismayanti,

Nisa Latifah Haliman.

Yes, we met there. In that gloomy building that they called 'Pondok Sawo'. I don't know for sure why we chose that one, but now i realized, maybe it is what people called fate. Destiny.
We spent the first semester with laugh and tears. We built what they called friendship. Then, Icha and Windy had to go. But don't worry, we still meet some times. The rest still stick together. Making the same coffee and pop mie in the middle of the night. Dancing like no one watch and hear. Watch those romantic comedy movies. Gossiping and watch that stupid infotainment, laughing those parties involved in reality shows. We argued sometimes but it's fine. We will be back as tomorrow comes. We visited places together. We laugh and shared our tears. But it's time the other to leave.
Ria, I know she has a very good reason for this. And if it's for good, what can we say? Yes, I will miss you so bad. However i did annoying to you, I love you, you're my mother in that place. You told me what's right and wrong, you made me met him. And i wish you everything that good for you. Thank you for everything, every laugh you bring to us. We love you. So much.
Ika, we don't want you to leave. Who will be the one to share night with if I want to study all night? I know, we always talk about what you provided to us in your room, but it's not just that. Whether you don't have dispenser, television, hair dryer, iron or whatever it is, you still our very nice friend. You always there when we need help. Thank you, Ika. Thank you for everything and sorry if we do so much damage in you room. But we love you too much until we can't let you go.

If you guys moved, what will I do in my room every night? Study by myself? Without hear your laughter in front of my room? It will be frustrating. Wira will move too, lil' bit far then usual. And he won't meet me as much as he met me in the last semester. And it will be as bad as you guys leaving me.
My mom told me hundred times to move to my cousin's house, but i refused. I want to be with you guys. My friends told me to move in to 'Kutek', but i refused. I want to be with my heterogeneous friends. I don't care you don't have calculator or help me with my accounting tasks but I want you guys to laugh with me. That's all I need. That's my medicine if I got bad scores or fought with my boyfriend. Maybe I have to find another medicine, but I just couldn't think of anything close to you, guys.

At the end I just wanna say, Yes, maybe you go for good, maybe that's what best. Maybe this is what meant to be. Like a story, every meeting has its ending. But I will remember you clearly guys. Remember our stupid jokes and nights we spent. And you are the best that I ever had. I love you so much and I'm sorry if i act like a spoiled brat sometimes. And I believe there will be time when we can meet again and laugh. :)

P.S:

kiky fiqi: hahaha
kiky fiqi: i never know u are that sensitive
kiky fiqi: secara yaaaaa
chairunisa.azizah: buhh ki
chairunisa.azizah: friend means everthing to me
kiky fiqi: asikkkkkkkkkkk
chairunisa.azizah: hahahah

stupidity continues

Well, first of all. I want to say, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Earth is having a birthday today and He's getting (much more) older. 2010, isn't it amazing?? Okay, lil' bit out of the topic i guess. Because actually, i want to share my New Year Eve last night with my best friends. Since people said, picture speaks thousand words. So, I decided to uploaded the pictures from last night. May you enjoy it. :)

Caption: Me & Cicit waiting for the others to come

Habis makan-makan para lelaki langsung meraih stick buat main game bola. Wanita nonton sambil ngobrol-ngobrol. Liat yang dijambak sendy! YAP, abe jadi kasur kedua kita. Haha.

Sambil nunggu jam 12 teng, kami pun berfoto-foto ria di webcam padahal niat awalnya adalah nonton film. Haha.

RUSUHHH!!!!! Hahaha.

Yap, beginilah keadaan di rumah Cicit sepanjang malam. Hehehe.

Ini waktu kembang api udah menghiasi langit malam tahun 2010.

Fireworks shower over our head. :)

Setelah ribut-ribut ngeliat kembang api gratisan dikasihlah another free fireworks dari tetangga Cicit yang baik hati itu. Gimana ga baik? Udah kita ribut banget masih nggak dilemparin Mangga juga. *Apa hubungannya mangga dengan ini? Gue juga nggak tau.

Well, as I said at the opening, Happy New Year 2010 Everyone. Hopefully this year we'll be better. AMINN........ :D

my life lately...

It's a beautiful day for everyone, sun shines brightly and people are so cheerful. Except me! Gue nggak ngerti ada apa dengan hidup gue akhir-akhir ini?? Semuanya terasa sempurna menyebalkannya. Semua masalah seakan datang bertubi-tubi tanpa bisa gue selesaikan satu persatu. I feel like drowning in the sea of my own problem. And it feels suck!

Contohnya hari ini. Gue pergi ke Salemba bertiga. Let's call them, Wira and Buli. Gue, Wira dan Buli pergi naik kereta, semua masih baik-aja saat itu. Kita turun di Cikini dan jalan kaki ke Salemba. Kita pikir sih deket, sekalian jalan-jalan juga. Tapi ternyata, it's just so WRONG! It was 2.00 pm when sun shone too bright a.k.a PANAS BANGET! Dehidrasi dan kelaperan -ga sempet makan siang- melanda gue, gue pun cuma bisa terdiam di sepanjang perjalanan. Sampai akhirnya kita pun sampai di Salemba. Well, disini semua berjalan lancar. Selesai urusan, kita pulang dengan wajah berseri-seri. Kita nggak tau aja bakal ada badai menghadang -lebaiii-. Kita pun balik lagi ke stasiun Cikini -kembali jalan kaki dari Salemba-, dan karena Kereta Ekonomi AC baru ada jam 6.00pm, kita pun memutuskan naik kereta Ekonomi biasa. Which is, very-very wrong decision. Di Cikini kereta masih agak lenggang namun menjadi penuh seiring dengan terlewatinya stasiun-stasiun. Sampai pada akhirnya padet-sepadet-padetnya. But, at least, I still can move for a little bit. Kita berniat turun di Stasiun UI, tapi ga bisa karena sebelum kita bisa keluar, orang-orang udah naik. Kita pun kalah -kecuali Buli, MT (Makan Temen) banget dia emang. Hehehe-, gue dan Wira pun berniat turun di stasiun PoCin (Pondok Cina) yaitu stasiun selanjutnya. Disaat ini lah,gue bener-bener ga bisa gerak. There is no space for move even an inch, and it's not a hyperbola. Gue mulai merasakan kekhawatiran. Karena desek-desekan ini, pasti gampang banget buat ngambil hape gue yang berada di kantong. Gue pun mulai merogoh saat ada sedikit space. And I was right, it's already gone. Dan gue ga bisa nuduh siapapun sebagai pelaku, karena semua orang disekitar gue memiliki kesempatan yang sama untuk mengambilnya. Gue cuma bisa bilang ke Wira dengan nada yang datar kalo hape gue ilang. Semua orang disekitar gue saat itu mendengar, tapi acuh, karena hal itu memang pasti sudah sering terjadi. Akhirnya, gue dan Wira pun turun di Pocin. Lemes, ga berdaya. Gue pikir ini cuma kesialan gue aja, tapi ternyata hape Wira juga ilang. What a perfect day, huh??

Dan yang lebih membuat gue stres adalah, gue udah diambang hari eksekusi -UTS-. Gue pun mulai me-recap kesialan-kesialan gue setiap mau ada ujian. UTS semester 1 kemarin, dompet gue ilang. UAS semester 2, gue sakit mata. Gue sakit mata tepat pada hari UAS PA 2, mata kuliah yang paling ga gue bisa. Jadilah gue UAS dengan mata merah dan ga konsentrasi. Hasilnya? Don't ask. Dan sekarang? dua hari lagi gue UTS SP. Bahan buat mata kuliah MK banyak banget dan gue baru nguasain 20%nya,belom ditambah gue ga masuk asistensi dan melewatkan 2 sesi pertemuan. Berasa pinter banget kan gue? Dan dalam saat yang bersamaan tugas-tugas gue mendekati deadline semua, hingga gue ga tau mau memprioritaskan yang mana.

Karena itu, sekarang gue cuma bisa berdoa semoga semuanya bisa berlalu, dan yang jelas gue bener-bener butuh LIBURAN!!!!!